Okay first off it's 11:32 and we were supposed to leave at 10 sumthin. Oh well...this family is like a fiasco right now. I'm sick as hell. My mom went to pick up meds for me this morning and I took some pill it's Tequin4oomg I hope it works. I feel nautious. Whatever Brian had, I have now. Oh well I'll only waiste 3-4 days being sick in FL. That's not too bad and hopefully with the medicine it won't be that long. Oh last night I had a dream....it was a funny dream. There was this song, like the 70's songs "dancing" or something like it cuz I can't remember now. But anyway Brian was dancing with me!! It was crazy.....but he wad dancing good. I think that's trying to say that he's a good dancer. Oh man I really feel sick....and I want the whole backseat to myself. I'm seriously going to miss writing in this thing for two weeks. How am I going to vent myself? *sighs* I'll figure something out. Just last night I got rid of writer's block and now I can't even use my newfound creativity. My hands are slightly shaking...I still ahve to get my contact stuff together. Alright I better go. Brian will read this so lemme write him a lil note.
I love you so much! I'm going to miss you like crazy and I wish you could come. I'll call every night in FL, and try to call you from the cruise but I can't promise anything. I hope you have a good time while I'm away...try not to miss me too much. I love you I love you I love you I love you!!! MMUUAAAHHH!! I'll see you in two weeks baby!
Okay I'm outties....gotta get in the van....pray for me and I hope I get better soon!
BeCapturedGoFree
