Brian called me today. He didn't sound too happy on the phone. I'm not sure if he was trying to not make me feel bad by sounding less upbeat because he was away or that he
really isn't having a good time. I hope it's neither of them. I want him to enjoy his vacation and I don't want the fact that I'm his girlfriend hold him back. Yesterday, I had fun without him (not saying it in a mean way or anything). Well, I kinda had fun except when Samantha was driving. She was all over the place, swerving inbetween lanes and weaving through traffic. I think Sam and I just aren't going to be able to really hang out. Too different to be able to just chill. I'm still deciding whether I should get tennis sneakers or not, maybe tonight when I go to the movies with Dewayne and JR they can tell me if my sneakers are any good. Oh and I think I lost my real copy of Rebecca St. James. I'm real upset about it but at least it's ripped onto my computer, so that's a good thing. Guess where I am right now! Just guess...okay I'm sitting on the floor on my computer in the living room. The whole wireless router is crap and won't reach to my room upstairs so I'm sitting on the living room floor on my computer. I'm really pissed my keyboard is missing one of those tabs that keep it up on a tilt. I'm improvising though with a rubber eraser, lol. I realized a little while ago I missed Brian's second call, I feel kinda bad. I don't want him to think that I don't miss him, because I do. Well I hope he's having some kind of fun cuz I am tonight if DEWAYNE ever calls me!!! I'm going to see Pirates of the Caribbean for the THIRD TIME!! You know I don't mind. I finally got the request for my transcript sent out to New Paltz! If I had talked to Tiff earlier in this week I could have planned to go to her house for the weekend, but now I have no time cuz after I come back from my vacation there is only 2 weeks before Sept. We both need our time to get ready for college and I told her once we're both settled into our own colleges we should plan a visit. I'm nervous about Monday, I'm going to really be bad at the tennis camp. We'll see if tennis will be okay for me. I still don't know how to keep score! OKay it's late and Dewayne hasn't called me yet....I'm gonna hunt his ass down!! I have to take a shower, maybe I should go do that.
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