Last night I fell asleep and began to dream this really strange dream. It started out with me talking to my mom and we were talking about Brian and then it flashed to this scene. With Jason X with a table saw and he was sawing...and I was scared. Then I realized he was still sawing and the scene moved so I could see from a bird's eye view of him going through a board of long wood. Then it changed to Brian doing these funny yet sexy poses and I was there again. So I run over to him and I'm like let's get in the bed! All of a sudden while I'm laying down I start to feel something grab at me and shift me in the bed in midair and I'm screaming for Brian to make it stop make it stop! It felt like that in real life, like I was being levitated off the bed. So I fell back on the bed or jumped and Shook Brian to wake up. So I explained the dream and told him I really felt like something was grabbing at me. So he told me everything was okay and nothing was there but I was still freaked out and I told him how I sometimes feel things, so he was kinda scared for me. So he asked me if I wanted to pray to make it go away. I asked him if he could help me so Brian started the prayer and I would repeat everything he said. After that I felt better but 15 mins later as I was just falling asleep Cassy (his fat cat) stand on his chest and droops her head over my face and she's wheezing...really badly. So I jumped up and screamed and Brian had to grab me really tight to calm me down and tell me it was just the cat. After that I fell asleep okay but I still can't get over how I felt last night. It was really scarey because I'm used to that stuff at my house but at his...it's too much. It makes me think if I've been too open and I let the things affect me. Anyway we're getting ready to go to the movies. The fourth of July was really good, no complaints. I'm happy Brian came and spent it with me and my family especially since I haven't been coming around long for the holidays because of him (well because I chose to be with him). Anyway I'm in a good mood today...so I'll be back later!
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