So my day at the pool was just FABULOUS! Simply Fabulous! So I went there thinking, I'll work on my tan but ended up hanging with a friend. Yeah Pete showed up at the pool waiting for one of his friends to get there and let him in but I did instead. I hadn't seen this kid in a year and trust me I was defenitely happy about that- we had a falling out. We caught up which was kool- not so cool he thought I wanted to hook up with him...I had to tell him straight. His ego was a bit hurt but he got over it. Lifeguard Danny is getting more friendly with me by the day....yes he defenitely talks to me now when I'm standing on the diving board waiting my turn. I just can't believe Danny got a job there, he's a yr younger than me-cool kid, looks *cough*great*cough* (did you hear something?) and he's still nice which is cool. OH OH BIG ASS NEWS!!! I picked up the phone and called....JESSE! Oh yes I did....don't know why but it struck me to tell him that I wasn't going back to NP. He said I was leaving him *laughs* like I could do that. Yeah he also said we needed to talk about my being in a relationship for so long...I don't think he approves. Oh wells...oh he invited me to go to Belmar beach with him and a few of his friends, he said to bring some of my girlfriends....which girlfriends I don't have any. So my next couple of days are going to be used to find girls who want to go to the beach and meet hot guys....shouldn't be too hard right? Jeez Jesse, you expect too much of me! I really miss him, that strikes me weird though cuz I don't know why I would. He treated me alright and we hung out, had fun and defenitely had some good times but he blew me off and it kinda hurt. I'm really glad we had that conversation on the phone about what we were at the time because I was not going to wait for him to make up his mind if we were just *club pals* or serious. He told me he couldn't do it so I said that's cool. What made it not hurt soo much was the fact that I had someone else I wasn't sure about but wanted to find out if I was sure about him. Turns out I was...that's besides the point. The point is...wait what was the point of that huge ramble into things no one should know? I have a feeling I'm going to have to go back to this entry and do some serious editing. Anyway I'm real happy things worked out the way they did cuz in reality I was only physically attracted to Jesse and we make better friends than anything else. Who knows I may not go to the beach with him cuz it could lead to trouble...with a capital T! Jesse just does crazzzy stuff....I'll end up getting kicked off the beach cuz he decided to streak across it. NE Ways gotsta run..check ya later!
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