All I want is someone to hold my hand and guide me.
Will it be your hand I hold?
No one's ever held my hand when things were tough.
Well this emotional state I've fallen to
Has taken me to a higher state I've callin, it's due
There's something strange going on with my body
I had countless nightmares over the weekend
I haven't slept in days, think its a trend?
Mentally, I think I'm on a downfall
It just seems like things aren't as easy anymore
I guess I've lied to myself once more
to believe I could ever handle what's in store
I've been very good at doing nothing or saying nothing at all, I've been told
if "silence kills" I guess it's true, it's killing parts of me inside too
I hate when people say they know me, when they don't
I'm more fucked up inside then I let on to be
Sure you know the "me" everyone sees
and the "me" I portray myself to be
but that's not really me at all
I weark a mask to protect myself from hurtful eyes and peoples lies
I do it to be sheltered from it all
There's a lot to me that people don't know
and they'll probable never know
It's hard to open up, but I'll open my hand
and you can take that and from there we can expand
Then maybe you'll know me
but until then all you've got is my hand
BeCapturedGoFree
