Alright so I woke up at 6:30 in the damn morning to just drive to college to take a test at 8:30 that in my mind should have been much later than that. I walked out of there within and hour feeling like I was on top of the world because it felt easy. So now I'm just doing nothing because of course I can't fall back asleep!!I also forgot my cell phone at Brian's house which is like a major bummer..I kinda needed it to make a few calls. So now tomorrow I pack the rest of my shiznick and get in the car, wave goodbye to New Paltz and head home for good...we hope. Who knows mom may get tired of me and throw my butt out! I wrote an email to Marie, apologizing that I couldn't make it to her solo night tonight. I hope she does well, she will. I also wrote that we need to hang out and get to know eachother again. We've both gone through some changes since I left. I wanna catch up with what's going on in her life, ya know? I also offered for us to go down the shore for a weekend and tell Bobby not to worry I'm not guy crazy anymore, I have a boyfriend whom I'm very much in love with and very happy with. Anyway my mom says that I should reinstate our friendship because I need it. She says I need a girlfriend to talk to when things get rough cuz well there are things my boyfriend just can't do for me that a girl can. I mean besides I can't talk about my boyfriend to my boyfriend...I have to express what truly grosses me out about him to a girl...right? Hahaha anyway gotta go!
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