Don't be angry with me because I haven't written. I've been preoccupied with other things in my life. I did leave thursday afternoon. I spent most of the weekend lying in bed or lazying around cuz Brian was off doing something having to do with baseball or softball. Which was okay- sometimes we need a little break. I felt so bad leaving him this morning, he seemed like he really didn't want me to go more so than any other weekend. His eyes were kind of calling to me- pleading, begging for me to stay. Saturday night I started breaking out in what seems to be hives, it was so itchy! Sunday night it just got even worse. I think it was the Penne with Vodka sauce that did it. I ate it saturday night and then finished it sunday afternoon, so that would explain the two day break out. It's just so sad because that stuff tastes so good! So this week is my last week of classes, wednesday is the last day. Friday I actually might have to stay here at New Paltz because it's the art show and its mandatory I be there for at least a half hour and also I have Modern World review for the exam which I think will be just like the midterm. Anyway I still have to move all my stuff out of this godforsaken place! At least I won't ever have to move it again, well not for a while. I'm hoping when I go home I can start saving money and work. If all things go as planned I'll graduate in three years, that's if my credits transfer over which they better. If not I have to do summer classes. So three more years and I'll get a job and then maybe move out on my own. That is my goal to get on my own two feet and try to provide for myself. It'll probably take longer than three years, maybe four or five. Oh well....someday at least.
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