I already don't like today. I had to come back to New Paltz, what a hell hole! My design class wasn't bad and didn't seem to bother me but the fact that I have to be here does. I have lots of english today- class, lab and tutoring. This is my worst day of the week. I still have that paper to write, seven whole pages. I don't even know when the crap is due. Maybe it's due on friday. I have a plan anyway and it's to complete a page a night. Last night I did one whole page and tonight I'll do another. Tomorrow if I feel inspired to I'll try to complete two pages because I only have one morning class and the rest of my day is free. I hate school so much but if I think about it what else is there to do? Besides working which I'll have to do the rest of my life. I don't even know what I'll do after I graduate, maybe I'll just become a teacher because I don't know what else I should do. I've just...given up on a lot things and I don't think I'm going to get back to wanting to do them again. I'll do the only easy thing there is, teach. It's the easy way out of having to make up a career or search for a good one. Teaching is a great proffesion. I get summers off and holidays. The pay isn't great but it's not horrible and I'll manage. Plus I'll have all the freedom in the world to do my own stuff on the side. For now I'll just settle for school since I can't teach without a degree.
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